school holiday....

HOLIDAY!!!!YIPPEE!!! (am i that excited?...) my schedule is full.... this wednesday i'm going to k fzlh's house...helping for her wed's ceremony tis saturday. on sunday i'm gonna shoot to kedah wit my family... had wedding to attend n holiday till thursday... planning? alor setar (pekan rabu) n padang besar n most probably, LANGKAWI!!!

but b4 all the plan start, i need to finish up one important job...which is...MARK MY STUDENT's PAPER...pergh.... make my self dizzy...but that's my job, my responsibility...anyone wanna help me?pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaassseeeeeee...................

5 classes.. 3 questions for each paper...30 students/class ......caiyo ina!!!!

wed's invitation...

another wed...this time my primary school's friend, ROHAYU WAHAB. never seen her for ages... tup..tup...tup..i've got her card. i went there wit k nora n fina. met my friends; ayu, maliah n azizah...

schedule for wed's invitation had been prepared...next stop, abah's fren...next, kak fadzilah...then, diyana (my cousin)...

myschoolnet...

4-days-meeting had come to the end... toworrow i have to go back to tangkak... grab my students' exam papers, meeting up again wit my friends...need to update a lot of things..(n stories..) had been told by kumpai, i've got a new timetable...i think i won't get a new subject, just a new arrangement of time...

let's me introduce u with part of the team of myschoolnet...for the rest, i's so sorry...didn't hav the pics... insya allah, we'll meet again on july...n i'll update the pics...

this is my third year of contribution wit myschoolnet. last year, we didn't met. our 1st meeting is in 2005. i've learnt a lot of things here. thanks to en sazali coz gimme a chance to be part of the team.

website...

here i am... in conference room at CaPITOL Hotel. updating the contents of myschoolnet website. really enjoy it, meeting wit my lecturer n friend again...en sazali n ana melissa.

PREFECT..

Prefectorial Board year 1997...SMK (P) Bandaraya... can u recognise me?

Prefectorial Board year 2007...SMK Seri Tangkak...

year 1997, i was the Head Prefect...year 2007 i'm a Prefect's Teacher... starting from primary school until now, the bonding between me and prefect is still strong... hehehe...

cute...

my good companion... everywhere i go, he will always be wit me... his nose reminds me to someone...guess who? KAK FADZILAH....ahaks...she gave it to me...

pancake...

Pancake? the only food that I know is LEMPENG… my sis first attempt. Please excuse her for the shape…ahaks… the taste? Erm…we HAVE TO finish it up, if not mama bising…

wed...

i'm just went back from imah's wed... went there wit k nora n lijot... i really salute imah coz she was dare to wear pink n blue dress...

i really happy for imah... both of us experienced the same thing... and she is lucky, finally she met her MR. RIGHT...

comel...

MOHD DHIA ASYRAAF.... Anak buah i yang terbaru... nama ibu: Siti Fazilah Baharan... anak best buddy i... akhirnya, i melangkah juga ke Pt. Sulong, tolak tepi segala apa yang berlaku, tuk bertemu dgn anak buah i nie... n jumpa mak... memang dah lama i xjejak kaki ke sana... maybe some of u know y...

happy sangat dpt tgk muka asyraf...comel sangat. putih... n die kuat berpeluh, kata ila, ia mengingatkan dia pada i...hehehe... puas dapat dukung, dapat cium...wangi..i suka bau baby...ni yg wat i selalu nak g tgk die...

Mother's Day...

Ibu...Mama...Mak...Ummi...Bonda...apa sahaja panggilan yg kita gunakan, kita merujuk pada insan yang sama...insan yang melahirkan kita, mendidik kita...

this year, selain doa...i poskan KAD tuk mama...n on mother's day itself, i bawa mak g beli kasut, as her present...beli kasut mama, i pun menumpang skali, beli kasut tuk diri sendiri...ahaks...

this year, my bonding wit my mom is getting closer n closer...everything happens after THAT TRAGEDY... as u all know, i nie anak abah... apa2 pun dgn abah... tapi i sayang both of them... nowadays, she become my good listener, i'll tell her almost everything...about my love life... coz i want my mum to know what happen to her daughter...no more secret...

mama, i love u... wit all my heart...i'll do everything to make u happy... mama, ina rasa bersalah wat mama menangis hari tu... tapi mama cakap,

itu bukan salah ina...ina xkan maafkan orang yang buat mama n abah menangis, terluka... ina janji, mama, ina akan bahagiakan mama selagi hayat dikandung badan...ina cuma mohon mama ampunkan dosa ina, doakan agar ina sentiasa berjaya, n dapat bertemu jodoh, dengan insan yang dapat bahagiakan ina n mama, abah.... i love u mama....

SELAMAT HARI GURU...

Ini tahun ke 3 i menjadi insan yang bergelar guru... satu tugas n tanggungjawab yang semakin hari semakin mencabar... membuat i lebih menghargai hidup dan semakin bersemangat tuk mendidik anak bangsa menjadi insan yang berguna...Guru Penjana Modal Insan Gemilang...

tahun ni, hari guru disambut dengan sederhana memandangkan students sedang exam. tiada persembahan dari guru... tapi sukaneka, still on. kumpulan i jadi naib johan... kami main jalan atas batu bata, isi air dalam botol guna span, cantum keratan surat khabar n passing belon air (nie acara expert i)...
n tahun ni, ada kejutan sket...i trime hadiah dr students yang i selalu marah dalam kelas... mmg pelik. tapi terharu sangat...i xminta tuk diberi apa2 hadiah...cukup sekadar dengan keputusan peperiksaan mereka yang cemerlang. at least dari situ i tahu, apa yang i dah ajar mereka faham n praktikkan...

purse...

unluckiest day in my sister's life... she's accidently 'dropped' her purse at Petronas... aduh... actually we were on our way to Jusco. coz of that matter, all the plan were cancelled. this were the third time my sis lost her purse...

as u can see here, this is my purse...yang memanggil2 tuk ditukar baru. mana idaknya, sampai ke sudah xleh nak tutup... bukan byk duit pun... asyik kena gelak je. but as long as it didn't tore apart, i'll still gonna use it...actually i'm waiting for someone to buy 1 for me...ahaks...

lonely...

yesterday, one of my friend called...imah... she gave me a surprise news...she's gonna get married in next two weeks...19/5... nikah 18/5...wow!!! i tahu yg dia nak kahwin, tapi x sangka bukan masa cuti. mujur hujung mgu n masa tu xde aktvt koku.
she had the same experience as me.. both of us had being engaged before... n it didn't succeed. both of us had been left out without any explanation. (guys...please don't ever do the same things to ur girlfriend, fiancee or wife... all the problems can be solved by sitting together n talk) so, this time, she didn't engaged...terus nikah... fobia... at least she met with a new guy...n insya allah the right guy. n me... erm...
i know...someday, my time will come...just the matter of time... keep on pray n don't give up. (ayat penyedap hati...tapi itu realiti....)
honestly, i feel so alone. although i have friends who always be there for me, but it's not the same as having someone special...those who can talk together, spend time together, n insya allah sharing life together... i don't wanna be hypocrite. i feel so jealous when i see a couple, went out together, holding hands... watching my friends sending sms to their loved one... but that doesn't mean i wanna control them. that's their personal life...they have a right to enjoy their life, to love n to be loved... allow me to say all this... just wanna express my feeling... but i know, what ever it is... i must be patient...keep on praying.... Enjoy ur life, INA....

trip to kuala lumpur

ina .... lawatan ke kuala lumpur? sounds funny...but that's the reality.last saturday, me n my students went for a trip. we went to Aquaria (tmpt yg if tgu g sendiri mmg x sampai w'pun hanya di KL), Eye on M'sia n book fair (once again...ahaks..). i became an 'unofficial' tourist guide. the best part was, i proudly introduced them to my primary school, SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN JALAN PASAR 1... hehehe... guys, u should try to ride the EYE ON MALAYSIA...at least once. for me, i'm gonna ride it again. insya allah, i'm gonna bring my mother. my father had surrender earlier... takut darah melambung naik... i juga yg susah. n masa tu baru i tahu k nik n k khiriyiah takut tinggi... gayat...kesian tgk muka depa. but still maintain cute n pretty...(sorry kak)

zapin...?

petang ni, i wat latihan dengan budak2. latihan tarian tuk hari guru...xke pelik...persembahan tuk hari guru, i terlibat sama? i latih budak? memang pelik...guru wat persediaan persembahan tuk disajikan kepada guru...aduh...lainlah persembahan dari pihak guru sendiri... but, never mind, i enjoyed myself doing it... part of learning process... belasah je lah, asalkan x merosakkan budaya rakyat malaysia... tul x?
ni tengah tunggu bebudak datang. tengok server masih on, apa lagi, update blog lah. dah lah maybe 3 minggu xbalik hulu langat...
at school today seems so quiet. lotz of teachers were not around... went out for a course... excluded me... ahaks...

jejalan...

Today, me, my dad n my sis went out… having our own sweet time in the car, and went to Semenyih dam. So beautiful… terjumpa air terjun kat tepi jalan. berhenti sat...sejuk, nyaman rasanya...then gi kolam air panas. Abah gi rendam kaki (as usual).. n rupa2nya k nora xpenah sampai sana…ahaks… diapun terkejut, airnya panas giler gaban… die ngelat, bukan rendam kaki, main celup2, kuis2 dengan ibu jari kaki je…

accept me as who I am...

INA MANJA... one statement that can’t be denied. Coz that’s the fact. Unfortunately, because of it, it caused lotz of problems to me. I can’t be other person, I’ve tried before...but I don’t feel comfortable with it. I prefer to be MYSELF...
But now, I must be MORE CAREFUL… don’t simply teasing anybody… coz it might cause problems… HUGE PROBLEMS…

KLIBF 2007

Today, k nora, afrina n I went to PWTC… my annual event… every year, it’s a MUST… BOOK FAIR…yeehaa…
Best giler kat sana… this year is THE BEST book fair ever… n as promised, I spent almost RM100… (ahaks…lepas ni I kopak…) hari sabtu ni, I pergi lagi. This time, bawa budak2 skola I… depa wat lawatan ke Kuala Lumpur. This were wat I bought… including the paper bag. Cantik banget…n jangan terkejut, I’m gonna buy another one this Saturday…hehehe…it's only RM4...
Majalah bulanan yang I selalu beli, semua I sambar tadi coz dapat diskaun… termasuk keluaran lama. Xpe lah kan, I spent money kat buku… at least bahan ilmiah… n actually, I gi arini nak survey apa yang ada kat c2 so that sabtu nie I x termangu n dah tau hala tuju…
After spending almost 3 hours at PWTC, we went to Pizza Hut, kajang…having our lunch, n went to kajang to buy k liza’s stuff for cukur jambul sofiya this coming Sunday. Unfortunately, I won’t be there this Sunday… k nora beli souvenir tuk diberi pada kumpulan marhaban, beli kipas tangan. N the best part is, I tengok bunga telur, cantik…murah je….RM1…tengah offer…bohong if I cakap I xterasa bila tengok benda2 tue coz sepatutnya I dah kena beli barang2 tue… sikit demi sikit… tapi apakan daya, semuanya perlu ditangguhkan… xtau bila n dengan siapa… Only GOD knows it…(sob...sob...)