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today...i'll be going back to tangkak... without settled anything. it's better for me to go back today rather than tomorrow. meeting my frenz, students... n my new housemate. at least i hav someone to talk with when i'm at home now. make myself bz...and bz...and bz...
i'll be back in 2 weeks time...for school holiday...
hopefully there won't be any tuition during school holiday. AMIN....

...why...

why all this happen to me?people said, dugaan yang ALLAH berikan menandakan ALLAH sayang pada kita. DIA ingin menduga sejauh mana kesabaran kita di atas segala dugaan dan cobaan yang DIA berikan...GOD, i'm not that strong. i've tried...n insya allah i'll keep on trying..and this time more harder...
but whatever it is, i'm still a human being. just a plain ina. adakah i ini tidak akan merasa bahagia seperti mana orang lain?i've thought of killing myself. coz maybe DIE is the only way to solve all this.
but...alhamdulillah...i still hav friend that never give up...never bored(i hope so...) to support me. she alwiz there when i need her...really need someone. thanks FINA... n I always hav HIM...ALLAH...I pray and recite an Al-QURAN... that's fina's advice..apa2 pun yang berlaku, kita kembali padaNYA.
i have tried to the best...the best that i can... but still can't satisfied all people.
guys.... just hope and pray that nothing bad will happen to me... i love u all...so much.

yeeehaaaa...

i think i was born to be a rider...yesterday i travel dr hulu langat ke tangkak, tangkak ke klang n klang ke hulu langat...total of km= 382 km... isi minyak penuh...dah tinggal lagi suku...
no wonder smlm i zzz awal giler...letih beb...

on the road...

for this three days, i'll be my sis's driver who just being transfer from penang...hulu langat to putrajaya....putrajaya back to hulu langat.
regarding on what had happen to me yesterday, hopefully nothing bad will happen...i'm just counting days...hate to be in this situation...hate to cry badly...hate to see my 'mata katak' every morning when i wake up... i followed my fren'z advice..get urself bz...(thanks fizi)

:-(

I hate to be in this condition... but I have to....Ya Allah...I pray for you to make me strong, and show me the way to handle all this...bring back the strong INA...
AMIN.....

cuti-cuti malaysia....(iye ker...?)

hari ini dalam sejarah. i terasa seperti wt program 'cuti-cuti malaysia'... cuma x g tempat2 bersejarah n menarik je. jumaat (16/2) i balik dr tangkak ke hulu langat...ptg smpi umah. sabtu (17/2) i naik bas dr puduraya ke penang, bas kul 7.30pg & sampai penang kul 4pm...xpernah wat keje giler balik utara amik masa 9 jam...bdarah kepala masa dlm bas. jem teruk. bayangkan biasanya nak ke bukit beruntung hanya makan masa 45 minit dr tol jln duta, but that day, it took almost 2 hours... usually from kl to ipoh is +-2 hours, but that day, it took 6 hours. ikut perancangan i terus drive keta k nora balik kl hari yang sama, tapi memandangkan sampai pun dah lewat, n i pun dah macam sotong kering, melepek je...trus i bermalam d umah abang. hari ni, ahad (18/2) baru balik hulu langat. ni gara-gara nak meneman k nora yang akan menetap di kl terus setelah hampir 10 tahun tinggal di utara. mak abah happy giler dpt tau k nora kena transfer ke kl (putrajaya), akhirnya doa mereka termakbul. bukan apa, depa risau k nora duk sorang2 kat utara... abang pun jauh. so now, 3 orang anak abah n mak dh ada kat kawasan tengah semenanjung. tinggal abang je yang masih setia di utara.